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Abigail Seidman daughter of a Planned Parenthood nurse tells her amazing story

Posted in Abortion, Christian, Planned Parenthood, post-abortion, pro-choice, Pro-Life, Satanists with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , on October 6, 2010 by saynsumthn

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The abortion nurse’s daughter

October 06, 2010/ By Jill Stanek; WorldNet Daily

When Abigail Seidman was 10 years old her mother had an abortion. Abigail suspects her father was not the baby’s father, and her parents eventually divorced.
Abigail describes her childhood until that time as normal. But the abortion “radicalized” her mother, Abigail told me, who came to decide abortion had not only been the right decision for her but was also good in a moral sense.

“She began to celebrate her abortion,” Abigail said, “explaining that now I would remain an only child.” But young Abigail was secretly horrified, because she had always wanted a sibling.
Abigail’s mother was and is a nurse. She quickly became more involved in feminism and the abortion culture. She decided to switch careers and began working at her local abortion mill in Toledo, Ohio, as well as her local Planned Parenthood, which did not commit abortions.

On Abigail’s 11th birthday, her mother put her on the birth-control pill, admonishing her not to have sex but to nevertheless take precautions, since she could be raped. “Rape was a particular obsession,” Abigail told me. “I lived in absolute terror of it for my entire adolescence. The feminist mantra ‘every man is a potential rapist’ was frequently repeated.”
As Abigail’s mother became more deeply involved with feminism, she told Abigail all people were naturally bisexual and androgynous and that gender and sexuality were merely social constructs. She cut Abigail’s waist-length hair short, which she was not allowed to grow out again until she was an adult. She encouraged Abigail at age 12 to identify openly as a bisexual and forced her to wear GLBT pins on her backpack.

Abigail was raised Episcopalian, but the abortion prompted her mother to change religions. The clinic owner where Abigail’s mother worked was a Wiccan. Most of her new friends followed a Wicca-oriented New Age path and worshipped fertility, warrior and death goddesses. Abigail’s mother dabbled in all the aforementioned but settled on Buddhism. She banned Bibles and discussion of Christianity from the house.

“I dutifully wore the crystal and goddess jewelry I was given and the ubiquitous Birkenstock sandals,” Abigail said. “I told people at school I was a witch, although when pressed I could never articulate exactly what that was or what I did that made me one.”

When Abigail turned 13 her mother began pulling her from school on Fridays to work as what pro-lifers call a “deathscort” at her abortion mill, one who attempts to quickly usher pregnant mothers past pro-life sidewalk counselors into the mill before they can hear or see anything that would cause them to change their minds.

Abigail developed a mixed view of pro-lifers. Some were friendly and sympathetic, but some were noisy and militant.

“The worst part was when they would try to persuade me to agree with their view,” Abigail told me, “little realizing I already did. But if I admitted it, the other deathscorts would report back to my mother and I would be punished.”

Abigail developed her secret pro-life beliefs by reading “hostile” pro-life books at the abortion clinic, by listening to sidewalk counselors, by seeing graphic photos of aborted babies at the mill and by learning about fetal development in school.

And Abigail was greatly impacted by post-abortive mothers “coming in and out, often crying, sometimes downcast with a hostile-looking partner or parent dragging them along by the arm, sometimes lashing out in rage – but never, ever calm, confident and happy, which is what I had been told, over and over again, was in fact the case: Everyone who has an abortion wants one. Everyone feels relieved afterwards. No one ever suffers psychological ill effects, whether before, during, or afterwards – and if they say they do, it’s only because they’ve been brainwashed by evil Christians who want to keep women barefoot, pregnant and illiterate. They must have been weak. That’s not our fault. We did what was best for them and now they’re being ungrateful. They should just grow up and get over it.”

Abigail first smoked marijuana at the clinic owner’s house at age 15. Drug use within the abortion culture is “quite common,” Abigail told me, “particularly marijuana and LSD.” Pot was kept at the clinic and “smoked communally after work each day.”

At age 18, Abigail went off to college and accidentally got pregnant. She and her boyfriend both opposed abortion but didn’t think they were ready to raise a baby. They quickly decided on adoption.

But Abigail’s mother would hear none of that. A controlling and volatile woman, she threatened to cut off Abigail’s school funding unless she aborted. She insisted that Abigail fly home and abort at her clinic, where she would gather friends to celebrate.

“I got the VIP treatment,” Abigail said. “Before I knew it I was on the table and waiting for everyone to crowd in so the doctor could begin. There were eight people in the room, including my mother’s two best friends. One drove 100 miles. They were so excited. They kept saying things to me like, ‘You’re part of the sisterhood now!'”

When it was over, Abigail’s mother looked at her with tears in her eyes and told her how proud she was. Despite Abigail’s previous academic and artistic accomplishment, she realized “this was the only time in my life that my mother had ever said she was proud of me.”

I asked Abigail about the abortion worship I’d heard so much about. “It is very real,” she explained. “It can sound fantastical, but some go so far as to worship death goddesses like Kali and Hecate and consider abortion to be a form of sacrifice. They are often obsessed with their menstruation and blood as well.”

After her abortion, Abigail’s good grades spiraled downward. Both she and her boyfriend eventually dropped out of school and drifted apart. She became addicted to eating – anorexia and bulimia – partying and cutting.

When she was 22, Abigail met her husband and began to get her life back together. After several miscarriages, they had two children before Abigail was rendered infertile when her endometrium had to be removed during early-intervention cancer treatment.

Abigail continued some of her destructive habits until last year when her oldest son was diagnosed with autism. She began conducting online research for help, but got nowhere with the atheist groups. “Their overwhelming response was, ‘I’m sorry you weren’t able to find out and abort him in time.'”

The thought of not having her son, difficult though his condition sometimes is, was unthinkable. “I realized I was a good mother, a loving mother and, most importantly, now, without question, a pro-life mother,” she said.

Abigail began to research Christianity, which “somehow didn’t seem as hostile and threatening now. In fact, it seemed like just what I needed.” Four months ago Abigail accepted Jesus as her Lord and Savior. She signs off her e-mails now with a line by St. Augustine: “You have made us for yourself, and our heart is restless until it rests in you.” Amen.

At the same time Abigail became actively involved with the pro-life movement. Last month, she shared her testimony at a Silent No More post-abortive rally and then did a radio interview. Her mother now refuses to speak to her.

But Abigail’s heart is for her mother and the abortion culture. She wrote in her testimony:

As important as my faith now is to me, it is not the most important lesson I want people to take away from this.

It is important to recognize and effectively counter the culture of death that drives the abortion industry. Most people who are pro-choice have no idea about it. If they have given the issue any thought at all, they view it as either a religious one – “Christians hate women and sex” – or a civil-rights one – “Women have the right to make their own reproductive decisions.” Many are unaware of the scientific facts about fetal development. Many are unaware of the statistics and medical facts regarding miscarriages, infertility, infection, ectopic pregnancy, difficult births, cancers and mental-health issues that so often occur in post-abortive women. Many are unaware of the non-religious arguments against abortion.

It is worth noting that I considered myself pro-life – although not an activist – for 10 years before coming to belief in God. I was, and am, pro-life because I believe that the potential negative physical and mental effects on women outweigh the dubious positive of “not having to have a baby,” and that the fetus, from the moment of conception, is a separate human being with unique DNA who deserves the right to life as much as any person, regardless of their state of weakness, helplessness, or dependency.

The value of a person is without measure. It cannot – should not – be measured by intelligence, strength, appearance, economic status, ability to communicate, mobility, or any other subjective manmade standard. A person is a person, and if we allow – even encourage – them to be killed in abortion, then all manner of currently unspeakable horrors may become commonplace.

I have hope that this may not come to pass. Through a combination of effective outreach and activism, prayer, public testimony, sidewalk counseling and simple private conversations, I believe we can – and will – change this world, one person at a time, from an uncaring, selfish, shallow culture of death to a vibrant, joyful culture of life.

Gianna Jessen testimony- aborted as a baby tells her story

Posted in Abortion, Late term abortion, Video with tags , , , , , , on September 28, 2010 by saynsumthn

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Surviving Hitler’s Hell

Posted in Chuck Colson, Hitler, Religion, Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , on December 31, 2009 by saynsumthn

Surviving Hitler’s Hell

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Anita Dittman was a child when Hitler took over Germany. Her life and family were torn apart as she found her mother taken away to a concentration camp and Anita herself faced starvation, illness, assault and a labor camp. Anita was hours from being exterminated when she escaped from her labor camp and set out on a journey to find her mother. This is the remarkable testimony of how Anita came to surrender her life to Jesus Christ as a youth and survived the Nazi Holocaust through a series of miracles and divine protection. Anita believes that America is going down a dangerous road that looks all too familiar to what she witnessed in Germany. This DVD is must viewing for every student and adult. Your faith will be strengthened and you will clearly see that ideas have consequences, your worldview matters and that God will sustain us through His grace and for His honor and glory even in perilous times and even in the face of death. Anita’s story reveals that even when the Church appears to lose, Christ wins. Distributed by

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Not Rape Rape, Whoopi speaks, Hollywood defends Polanski, and Planned Parenthood still covers up abuse !

Posted in Abortion, birth control, child predator, Constitution, Planned Parenthood, rape, Violence against women with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on October 1, 2009 by saynsumthn

The testimony of the grand jury that indicted Roman Polanski in 1977 was released and it depicted the 13 year-old rape victim as frightened.

This is what Liberal – Supposed FEMINIST – Whoopi Goldberg calls, “NOT RAPE RAPE” – Perhaps the “Women of the View” do not “VIEW” the rape of children as VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN ! Disgusting !!!

According to the testimony, Roman Polanski was indicted on charges of furnishing a controlled substance to a minor, lewd or lascivious act on a child under 14, unlawful sexual intercourse with a female under the age of 18, rape by use of drugs, perversion (now called oral copulation) and sodomy.

After all these charges were leveled against him, then Polanski pleaded guilty to one count of unlawful sexual intercourse and in a plea-bargain, prosecutors dropped the other charges.

However on the other hand, the victim in the case, Samantha Geimer, now a mother of four children, has publicly said that she doesn’t believe Polanski deserves any more time in jail now, but her testimony in the case could be a boost to officials seeking public support.

A transcript of the testimony reveals that the victim was afraid of Polanski. The victim testified that after she left the whirlpool bath, Polanski told her to go into a nearby bedroom and lie down.

A: I was going, ‘No, I think I better go home,’ because I was afraid. So I just went and I sat down on the couch.

Q: What were you afraid of?
A: Him.

(A few minutes later)

A: He sat down beside me and asked me if I was OK.

Q: What did you say, if anything?
A: I said, ‘No.’

Q: What did he say?
A: He goes, ‘Well, you’ll be better.’ And I go, ‘No, I won’t. I have to go home.’

Q: What happened then?
A: He reached over and he kissed me. And I was telling him, ‘No,’ you know, ‘Keep away.’

After Polanski kissed her, the victim alleged, he began to engage in oral sex.

A: … I was ready to cry. I was kind of — I was going, ‘No. Come on. Stop it.’ But I was afraid.

Q: And what did he say, if anything?

A: He wasn’t saying anything that I can remember. He was — sometimes he was saying stuff, but I was just blocking him out, you know.

The victim testified that Polanski began having sex with her, but sodomized her when he learned she wasn’t using birth control.

A: He asked, he goes, ‘Are you on the pill?’ And I went, ‘No.’ And he goes, ‘When did you last have your period?’ And I said, I don’t know. A week or two. I’m not sure.’

Q: And what did he say?

A: He goes, ‘Come on. You have to remember.’ And I told him I didn’t.

Q: Did he say anything after that?

A: Yes. He goes, ‘Would you want me to go through your back? And I went, ‘No.’

The victim testified that after the sex, she got dressed and waited in the car for Polanski to drive her home. Before driving her home, he asked her to keep the incident a secret.

A: He said to me, he goes, ‘Oh, don’t tell your mother about this.’ …

Q: What did you say?

A: I wasn’t saying anything. He says, ‘Don’t tell your mother about this and don’t tell your boyfriend either.’ … He said something like, ‘This is our secret.’ And I went, ‘Yeah.’ And then later he said, ‘You know, when I first met you I promised myself I wouldn’t do anything like this with you.’


Goldberg is a defender of abortion and her reaction mirrors the cover-ups of sexual child predators and statutory rape in undercover investigations of Planned Parenthood:

Another investigation done years earlier by Life Dynamics confirms this – from their website:

Planned Parenthood and the National Abortion Federation have made a conscious decision to conceal the sexual exploitation of underage girls and protect the men who commit these crimes. And Life Dynamics has compiled an overwhelming body of statistical evidence showing that the rate at which these two organizations fail to comply with mandatory reporting laws is in excess of 90 percent.

In order to confirm these statistics, Life Dynamics conducted a covert investigation in which we called over 800 Planned Parenthood and National Abortion Federation facilities across the country. Our caller portrayed a 13-year-old girl who was pregnant by her 22-year-old boyfriend. Her story was that she wanted an abortion because she and her boyfriend did not want her parents to find out about the sexual relationship. In every call the ages of the girl and her boyfriend were made perfectly clear. It was also unmistakable that the motivation for the abortion was to conceal this illicit sexual activity from the girl’s parents and the authorities.

The results were appalling. Even though many of these clinic workers openly acknowledged to our caller that this situation was illegal and that they were required to report it to the state, the overwhelming majority readily agreed to conceal this illegal sexual activity.

Some employees of these organizations even coached our caller on how to avoid detection, how to circumvent parental involvement laws and what to say or not say when she came to the clinic. In a significant number of instances she was encouraged to lie about, or conceal, her age or her boyfriend’s age or to give false names. During these calls it was not uncommon for the Planned Parenthood or National Abortion Federation representative to warn our caller that if someone were to find out about this situation her boyfriend could go to jail.

Worse yet, in states with parental involvement legislation, our caller was often informed about this option while also being instructed not to tell the judge about the age of her boyfriend. In some instances these employees even encouraged her to lie to the judge if specifically asked for that information. Other employees advised her that neighboring states have no parental involvement requirements and that if she went there and either concealed or lied about the age issue, she would have no problem getting a secret abortion.

In other words, they suggested that a 13-year-old girl should help to conceal a crime that was being committed against her. In some calls she was given instructions on how to circumvent the parental involvement requirement altogether, even to the point of suggesting that she bring someone along to sign for her who looked old enough to impersonate one of her parents.

Sometimes she would be told that, technically speaking, the clinic was required to report this activity to the state but that if the caller would either lie about her age or just keep her mouth shut when she came in for her abortion no one would ask any questions. Several times she was told that the facility had no interest in the ages of the parties involved or that they do not verify ages or check IDs and would accept whatever she told them at face value. One employee went so far as to tell her that if she came in with the cash she could be any age she wanted to be.

Unfortunately, situations like those described here are neither rare nor isolated. In the end, the vast majority of Planned Parenthood and National Abortion Federation facilities that we contacted were willing to illegally conceal the sexual abuse of this 13-year-old girl. In every case, the clinic representative had never met this child, knew virtually nothing about her, had only engaged in a brief telephone conversation with her, and was told nothing to indicate that her parents would be abusive if they discovered the sexual relationship.

Nevertheless, these clinic workers were willing – and in many cases eager – to help this child hide the fact that she was being sexually exploited from her parents and the authorities. Toward that end, they provided step-by-step instructions on how to circumvent state laws that were enacted specifically for the purpose of protecting children exactly like her, in situations just like this.


ACTUAL PROOF OF COVERING UP: Gault Pleads Guilty In Teen’s Sex Assault

Adam Gault

HARTFORD, Conn. — A court proceeding that was expected to be routine instead unveiled a plea deal Wednesday that was reached with Adam Gault, the West Hartford man accused of hiding and sexually assaulting a presumed missing Bloomfield teenager in his home.

Channel 3 Eyewitness News reporter Len Besthoff reported Gault pleaded guilty Wednesday morning on counts including second-degree assault, kidnapping, conspiracy to kidnap and risk of injury to a minor.

“There was a lot of evidence against him and he decided to plea plead? guilty and he’s remorseful and he hopes that the judge imposes a sentence that is around the term that the judge indicated today,” Gault’s attorney Gerald Klein said .

The state is recommending a 50-year prison sentence to be suspended after 30 years, in addition to a 20-year sentence of probation.

Gault was being held on $2.35 million bond. His common law wife, Ann Murphy, 40, and Kimberly Cray, 26, another woman who was living at the home, also face charges of kidnapping, hindering prosecution, risk of injury to a minor, conspiracy to commit unlawful restraint, conspiracy to commit risk of injury to a minor and interfering with police.

He could have appropriately been held on over 100 counts,” said Marc Needleman, the victim’s attorney. “The real issue is getting him off the street making sure that other kids can no longer be a victim of his.”

Besthoff reported the plea deal involves several different cases connected to this plea in addition to that of the runaway Bloomfield teen. Besthoff, who was inside the courtroom at the time of the plea, said another teenager came forward after the Bloomfield teenager case arose, accusing Gault of taking a teenage girl to the Vernon area.

Fascinating details were unveiled during the court proceeding, which continued on the third floor of Hartford Superior Court through noon hour, Besthoff said. The court revealed details about the dog trainer’s manipulation of the girl less than half his age, which the victim’s family refers to as brainwashing.

“We believe and the authorities believe that many of the things he did with my client were similar to how he interacted with animals, he was harsh, very controlling, domineering,” said Needleman.

In the courtroom, the assistant state’s attorney David Zagaja gave details of the roles played by Murphy and Cray. Zagaja explained how Murphy helped hide the teen the day police found her. He also explained how Cray helped to bring the girl, pregnant with Gault’s baby, to Planned Parenthood. However, neither Cray nor Murphy have pleaded in their cases yet.

Besthoff reported Gault was clean-shaven as he appeared quiet and solemn with shorter hair since he was last seen over the summer.

In November, the 41-year-old Gault was prepared to plead guilty until the defense reversed the decision, citing competency concerns. At the time, attorney Gerald Klein said he advised Gault not to accept the plea deal.

The girl was 14 when she ran away to live with Gault, who had worked with her stepfather. She was found hiding in June in a small storage area in Gault’s home when police searched it, fearing she might be dead.